i'm back

dah lama giler z update blog...
i think since i move 2 kl..x penah sekali pon made a new post
this is the 1'st time

lots thing happened currently.
1'st of all ...surprise i resign from zamrud...hu3
the decision kind da drastic..

cik ude think i was like main-main
till the day i told him tht i was accepted in new place in KL
he get sad, fell sorry bout wht happen between us 'sbb gaduh all the time'

he was not seding me by car
i decide to take ets
still remember his face since i enter the train till the train moving
masa 2 sgt2 sedih hermmm fell like want to :'(

now it about 2 month been working here
my 2nd paycheck
enjoy so much
even it was very hectic
believe or not we are sleeping in the office
they do the work till morning

me n mr u-the been in the hardest stage in our relationship
my mom seem don't like him
mom say jus let him go
but i can't do it
damn cruel if i broke up with him
x der alasan yg kuat
we both trying hard to keep this relation ship

i also pening n serabut keep thinking bout it
me n him getting better no cat n dog fighting anymore
think long distance relationship much better for us

today jus came back from home town...
uncle give me a left go back to kelantan
bcoz the ticket sold out
then come back here with my relative

one good new is
mr. u-the become a permanent staff already
and dah jadi junior serveyer
nest 3-4 year dah belh jadi servayer
proud with u dear
n
i'm happy 4 u
p frust gak
bcoz i was not the 1'st person yh tahu pasal ni


me is having life in kl
tdo office
mkn pon office
sometime get sick staying here
n i gain my weight ...2kg argggg
giler betul
baju dah ketat ni
apa mau jadi

ps:
pray for mr uthe n me can go through stages n my mom can accept him whatever he is
mr. u-the, u'r my sweet heart ....hope u can do it too.
me aja -aja fighting ...definitely u have to be strong

tunngu next post saya samapai berjanggut la eak...
if not busy n in the mood to meconteng ..ada la 2 nanti yek

Xoxo
cik ct :)

Full of suprise

01 /11/10 what a significant...cantek kut the number...

hari ni full of suprise
first of all
-my cik ude dok perli2 (next year nak jadi wife 2 somebody--> semalam lol yg ni)
-susu was engaged to fakrul razzi
(dah tgk kat fb someone is engged but ignore jer..x tau lak saper)
-second is suha's bf asking her to marry



full of excitement rite?
unexpected ....




keje lak..even the warranty dah bis setahun tuk esewa nyer system
we still doin their request

hari ni mintak ubh no penyata pemungut ikut kod pejebat lak
(sazly dah mengeluh)--> one u ubh kat server need to do kat lappy utk kutipan lak
and sazly still pening with esewa beli

next week on 8 n 9 will be FAT n Training

need to prepared for the training (takut that boy do last minutes decision lak)
tibe2 suh ckp kat dpn mcm last one




everyone dah having a plan nak berkeluarga
susu, kak shu, kak ecah dah engaged ....
by next year mesti byk wedding nak kene attend
me== mcm mana la plak
plan gak p how bout to continue my study
can cik ude afford ?


we both dah pening (mcm mana to save the money)
when think bout money me dizzy~~~~

xoxo-::-
ct

My saturday

6.45am -->take a shower,subuh then bubom balik
around 9 something (dengar bising2 kat luar-> good wedding mah cik B)

11.00am-->completely conscious he3
wash cloth,
having my bf (hot tea n 3 pieces of cookies).
give a call to my cik ude (he's working in kuala kangsar site)
after that termenung......

1.15pm--> attend the wedding with kak hawa n her friend
meet cik b, cik nani other neighbors
mencekik having my lunch
the bride cantek sangat
(hujan la plak....)



2.00pm --> dah x tau nak buat per
get my lappy
checking over facebook (anything new)
then start to update my blog

then start la merepek2

2.42pm--> heard people karaoke in the wedding (ader yg suara hancur lak)
after this do know wht to do dah
cik ude not going to see me this week (dah pokai)

Inilah hasil keje aku masa x der keje

Let have some overview about me

was name as: SITI ASMAH BT AB AZIZ
nick name: normally people call me ct,cik ct, asmah

me

now hired in zamrud
thi s is my working environment

and some example of my work

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my patient is

previous of me


celebrating

and






my pet

my stuff

this some story about my life.....
simple thing that I've done, make my life shine

Xoxo-::-
ct

Aku kene ckp kat dpn

2times kene tolak kedepan untuk bercakap:-

1. during esewabeli UAT (use acceptance training)
2. esewa training

sazly ko suker buat keputusan on d spot...argg
p i don't mind (coz dia byk tlg aku) --> merangkap my sifu untuk esewabeli n esewa
x der dia mati aku kat cni (BPA)


traning fell like not successful as i aspect. lots of things been querying...
sometime aku pon x tau how to answer.


huh such a unknown felling (did i perform well as a trainer?). that is the biggest question mark.
but yang peliknya...x der rasa takut pon (different from before).


try my hard to improve.
tp aku ni pemalas ckit
different compared to working in tcs (dlu rajin explore)
but now hermmmm...no answer


try to be nice to everybody
try to keep my smile
try my hard to calm down n keep my patient
i'm trying
trying not to pening


wish me a good luck yaaaa


p/s: jadi lah org yang lebih sabar and give the best

Xoxo-::-
ct

What a hectic day

Today just attend a meeting discussing on esewabeli
i juz hate when think about it now
give me not good felling (mad,tired,gone lost my patient) one after another


the most horrible thing is dealing with user (dah byk kali keep explaining the same thing, tp x paham2, geram jerrr menyirap jer darah) the data n the structure for the system was terrified, horrible dan aper2 jer lah yg sama waktu dengan nyer...


and one more problem, now i'm goin to follow who (either bos or sazly&nash co?)
problem2..make me sick to think


going back to the system (lot more need to add on)asking so many thing to do. me will try my hard to help sazly(my colleague), doin all the add on.


tomorrow need to handle a training on esewa (dah berkulat dah sytem 2 ader gak yg nak traning lagi).


hope tomorrow's training will be running smoothly....
the reality of working (start to burden my shoulder)
guyzz wish me ggod luck doing this

Xoxo -::-
ct

I'm a lonely

lonely not mean that don't have my special one (cik ude) but now interm of staying at home, going to work...have no friends, all have to b independent....



last time, i have kak amy (she give me a left to work) and came back from working having chat with her bout wht happen on that day



but now...hermmm... she move to putrajaya...me==lonely (no body to be talk to, no friend while watching tv especially biler watch siti kelembai show--> our fav show :D ).


biler dok sorang(staying alone) all the memory came to my head...some is suck and some make me fell so???
don't how to explain the felling (sometime it is killing me)... but nothing to b repent on what have i decide "no regret ct"


have to move to one stage to another...do not stick in the safe zone or else you have no changes in yor life "no improvement at all"

P/s dare to change--> result
(enjoying the job even it is busy and a lot thing to be complete in the time constrain )

XoxO;
ct