ku harapkan pelangi selepas hujan

lot of thing happen in 2011
even it still early of the year
baru bulan febuary


but i've go trough the hardest time ever
including family,relationship,career
banyak bende yg mess up in my mind
kadang2 bercelaru

my parent juz get divorce
made me sad
but i can aspect it from early
so i was not shock
when mamy told me bout that



now about my kekasih hati
mom doesn't like him
she been telling me
to break up


yesterday my kekasih hati
told me that his nerve was effected by bacteria
god i was worried like crazy
n he was trying to get a treatment
to cure the decease

my career
i'm was hired in iconbloom
as software engineer
it was hectic
n i'm in learning
process stage
(macam merangkak lagi)




i really need time
to get recover
so damn painful


live goes on
n i do believe there is a shine will come
" Tuhan hadirkan pelangi selepas hujan..
Tuhan tumbuhkan bunga selepas kontang, hanya dari benih hitam yang kusam..
lalu bila Dia sirami hujan,maka tersenyumlah alam.."

p/s: aku berharap semua dugaan ini menjadi kekuatan diri nanti,jgn saat sendu airmata mengaburkan kewarasan

xoxo
cik ct :P

me n my wierd life

yesterday i've been scold by pakmukmin
he spoil everything yesterday
hahha sampai mkn pon x mau
tht's me (biler dah marah x igt apa dah)

n today the sun was shine again
to this

no more gloomy day
bgn lewat giler td
wht a tide sleep
n one thing about me
i need to sleep nak hilangkan marah

n guess wht ?
mr bos ask fiza n me
bout suha status
:she decided to resign : --> give up




n now adalah process
pujuk memujuk

suha u need to stay
u have to stay


ps: never give up cik ct
there is a shine after darkness

Xoxo:-
cik ct

mood x best..bongekkkk

pak mukmin bongekkkkk
x suka2 x suka

letihnyer wei

hari ni jumaat,
pg td sumer org dah bgn
tp aku buat dek jer
letihhhhh argggg

x saing deorg g lrt
sebab igtkan data x leh siap ri ni
so aku bcome lepaking
n the lepaking spot
my lovely office
lovely la sgt kan?
bak kata amer"x yah nak lovely sgt la"

so dok tunjuk jbpm1(borang bomba yg kene convert ke pdf)

so ni dia keje aku
mende alah ni la aku dok kejekan berminggu2x

tunjuk mende alah ni
kat pak mukmin
so mcm biasa lah
dia conteng sana sini
dah nak muntah setting mende alah 2
pakmukmin ckp"sikit jer lagi ni"



mesti korang pelik kan
pakmukmin???? endon ker
pakmukmin 2 office mate sayer
nama dia mukmin
tp anak2 bos dok panggil dia pakmukmin

ni dia pakmukmin klo nak kenal


(tengah syok main game-->sorry pakmukmin)

so sampai kiteorg pon terikut la
awal2 mcm pelik gak nak pangil dia "pakmukmin"
sound weirdkan?

ok berbalik pada citer asal,
dah best2 lepak ni
tetiba msg msk (bunyi la rington "getar hati" by geo)
aku pon dok ckp ("jgn la org mara")
huh hampeh - msg dr en hapzul
dia bg msg yg berbunyi
"salam, Data mia dh disediakn. sila maklum pd saya kija(hahah dia eja salah
--> ct x baik tau gelak org)
nak dtg ambik"

so aku sepantas kilat bertukar
susap-susap dlm 1jam sampai la kat mara
g lah naik bilk server copy data rename file,
tut2 load x dapat error mcm biasa la(menci-menci)
file format dia x stable


so kene la tunggu sampai kul 2.30pm nak tunggu balik slt jumaat
tunggu nyer tunggu ada gak la kul 3.10 kut

bosan kut dok nunggu

naik atas dgn muka tebal
mintak network n g edit file
huh sib baik dapt.
dok la ngadap mende 2 1/2 jam.


so yepeee pas 2 aku pon mengchaukan diri
dlm ngh load data 2, si sazly dok msg citer yg dia kene sabortage dgn daus
dia biasa la ngn shi...hu3
hari2 aku cht ngn dia
n dia mmg x nah miss dok sebut shi
"hang ni x bis2"


so mcm ni lah hdp aku hari ni
skg tgh merajinkan diri
update blog.

ok semoga berjumpa lg(mcm la ader follower--hahahha)



ps: badan aku sengal2 akibat kene train main softball ngn pakmukin
kuatkan diri anda "bersukan utk negara"
jgn jadi mcm sayer
nghee~~

xoXO:-
cik ct :0

hari ni hari rabu yer

hari ni aku pakai jean n kemeja
mlepak kat ofice
sebab x dapt call dari MARA
data bln 1 blum load lagi angkara cuti raya cina 1 minggu

dah 2 hari dok ulang alik g mara
p buang masa jer

hari isnin sumer org cuti
aku, fiza,bos n oppa jer ada kat office
dah la kene g mara


last2 buat plan jahat ngn fiza,
meet her dekat masjid jamek lrt
pas 2 g shoping sampai kul 3
balik dlm half hour
bos pon sampai

huh..nasib baik
klo x pecah tembelang
masing2 dah malas
2 lah jadi akhirnya

smalam bos blanje kat bejiane steak house
hu3
mkn chikenchop
x sedap pon
keceeewaaaaaa

pas 2 keje sampai kul 3.30am
then terbongkang sampi kul 9.15
hu3

Chinese new year celeb not like as plan
aduhh
dengan ang pau x dapat
no visit to relative house
agak mengecewakan gak la

n on monday
cik ude
give a visit
soso happy
treat him honey due lolo
n me manggo lolo
in fruitland
jusco AU2

recommend honey due lolo
for u all
damn good
shedap sgt2


nothing much happen to me
just buzzy with work
skg tgh buat JBPM1

ps: struggling to safe the relationship
sbb my mom seem don't like cik ude
sgt sedih
:'(


xOxO:-
cik ct

i'm back

dah lama giler z update blog...
i think since i move 2 kl..x penah sekali pon made a new post
this is the 1'st time

lots thing happened currently.
1'st of all ...surprise i resign from zamrud...hu3
the decision kind da drastic..

cik ude think i was like main-main
till the day i told him tht i was accepted in new place in KL
he get sad, fell sorry bout wht happen between us 'sbb gaduh all the time'

he was not seding me by car
i decide to take ets
still remember his face since i enter the train till the train moving
masa 2 sgt2 sedih hermmm fell like want to :'(

now it about 2 month been working here
my 2nd paycheck
enjoy so much
even it was very hectic
believe or not we are sleeping in the office
they do the work till morning

me n mr u-the been in the hardest stage in our relationship
my mom seem don't like him
mom say jus let him go
but i can't do it
damn cruel if i broke up with him
x der alasan yg kuat
we both trying hard to keep this relation ship

i also pening n serabut keep thinking bout it
me n him getting better no cat n dog fighting anymore
think long distance relationship much better for us

today jus came back from home town...
uncle give me a left go back to kelantan
bcoz the ticket sold out
then come back here with my relative

one good new is
mr. u-the become a permanent staff already
and dah jadi junior serveyer
nest 3-4 year dah belh jadi servayer
proud with u dear
n
i'm happy 4 u
p frust gak
bcoz i was not the 1'st person yh tahu pasal ni


me is having life in kl
tdo office
mkn pon office
sometime get sick staying here
n i gain my weight ...2kg argggg
giler betul
baju dah ketat ni
apa mau jadi

ps:
pray for mr uthe n me can go through stages n my mom can accept him whatever he is
mr. u-the, u'r my sweet heart ....hope u can do it too.
me aja -aja fighting ...definitely u have to be strong

tunngu next post saya samapai berjanggut la eak...
if not busy n in the mood to meconteng ..ada la 2 nanti yek

Xoxo
cik ct :)

Full of suprise

01 /11/10 what a significant...cantek kut the number...

hari ni full of suprise
first of all
-my cik ude dok perli2 (next year nak jadi wife 2 somebody--> semalam lol yg ni)
-susu was engaged to fakrul razzi
(dah tgk kat fb someone is engged but ignore jer..x tau lak saper)
-second is suha's bf asking her to marry



full of excitement rite?
unexpected ....




keje lak..even the warranty dah bis setahun tuk esewa nyer system
we still doin their request

hari ni mintak ubh no penyata pemungut ikut kod pejebat lak
(sazly dah mengeluh)--> one u ubh kat server need to do kat lappy utk kutipan lak
and sazly still pening with esewa beli

next week on 8 n 9 will be FAT n Training

need to prepared for the training (takut that boy do last minutes decision lak)
tibe2 suh ckp kat dpn mcm last one




everyone dah having a plan nak berkeluarga
susu, kak shu, kak ecah dah engaged ....
by next year mesti byk wedding nak kene attend
me== mcm mana la plak
plan gak p how bout to continue my study
can cik ude afford ?


we both dah pening (mcm mana to save the money)
when think bout money me dizzy~~~~

xoxo-::-
ct