Words of the Day

don't give hope to somebody

else u r very sure

u can do it

dan ditambah dengan keizinan darinya

think before you say

else u it will hurt somebody

even u don't meant it

try your best

to be the best

I love my Blog

XOXO

siti

Hearth

hearth something is undefined

only know is just yourself

what is actually yourself like hate love

when comes to something involving hearth

hard to let it go

event your mouth saying no or u r done

but your hearth still keep it in

keeping it so hard

hurting so deep inside

orang ckp

"what goes around 

will comes around"

"life is a karma"

ya allah 

berikan lah aku petunjuk 

untuk jalan yang terbaik

XoxO

Ct

i just want to say

 

muka nampak cool

dlm hati tuhan jer tahu

the grin sampai ketelinga

tp dugaan x terhingga

nampak teguh berdiri

tp menuggu hari

mulut kata pergi

hati kata please stay

so, life it doesn't like we see

it actually deep to be dig

let make make it cheer, make it luck

supaya hidup x der la gelap

XoxO:-

asmah-aziz

chewahhhh dah tuka okei from cik ct

mY thOunGht

it is only my personel opinion 

and what i believe in way it is

some people may disagree with me

for me i'll put family first 

rather than my own felling

i'll let myself to be hurt

if that is the way i can protect them

love is not everything

it have to come out with other "things" 

to make it real

I’m a realistic person

everything need a reason

live isn't searching who u are

but it is creating/ develop  u,

who  r u gone will be

before i did do "searching who am i"

but looks like i did not manage to find who is she

people change

as your heart too

some day u will like what u hate

and u will hate what u like

"this is scared me" if i change in the negative way

xOXo

~siti~

 

oh My MaSTeRrrrrRRRRrrr

here i'm 

still stuck in front of may beloved lappy 

at 2.30am Hocayyyyyyy

doing my last, n the most miserable assignment 

for semester 1

need 2 more pages....

mana mau cari ni...apa mau goreng lagi...

esok nak keje ni

mata dah pedih

dah menguap x hengat

wish me good luck to finish it

 tp esok la yer

 semoga diberi kekuatan

aminnnn.

p/s: aja-aja fighting

nite...bantal is whispering

"Mari la...i can comfort  you" 

XoxO

CT :p

dedicate to people who is living around me

yeyeee it is a new a year

bye 2012

welcome 2013..hope it will a good starting for me

can hear all the fireworks

the kids still playing in the playground

everyone is celebrating.....

me? here i'm

stuck at home, updating my blog yg dah bersawang

it time to clean up

it gone take time nak take out all "sawang"

yang dah almost more than 4month x bersihkan....

so i decided to write  " a love letter" to 

the person who's living around me

to my mom:-

mamy sorry for being very "degil" daughter

but i love u so much..damn much

there is no other person yg saya respect, as i respect u

to my dad:-

dady...i love you...n i mean it...

we need a good starting...

to my sis:-

i know it gone be a hard year 4 you

but be strong ya... the 2 little monsters that alway troublesome me need you a lot

i know u can do it...mom n me always be there for u n your kids

 

to by boss:-

sorry boss becoz troublesome u a lot for the past year ago

no worry i'll do the same thing this year ....hahhahah

to my team lead:  a.k.a abg zaini:-

 sorry for not being a good student

but be patient dgn saya ok... trying my best

trying my hard

to my mentor a.k.a TKN:-

u r the best team mate i ever found

thanks for helping me, dgn gigihnya n sabarnya menjawab soalan2 ngeng saya

n i still remember awok penah high volume dgn saya....huhhh

don't give up ok for "Master"

to Kak tina:-

kak tina u inspaired me a lot

wish can be as strong as you

tabik spring dekat kak tina

to ain:-

thanks for being a good friends...

tukang verify emails

teman kan breakfirst

teman pergi pasar jumaat

thanks for the cakes ya.... sedap tau

to abg iwan:-

u teach me a lot

siap aja nak email lagi..hahaha

i still can remember

tqvm

to suha:-

thanks 4 being my friend for almost 8 years

it since from diploma

to mimi/eida/farah/hanisah/cik ja/aisyah/echa/narma/yana:-

thanks 4 being a good friend

it mean a lot for me

to pakmukmin:-

thanks for teaching me untuk buat program

ko walaupon marah aku

slamat maju jaya for your MASTER

to me:-

people are changing, so as u

change to a better person

there is mistake u do, let it be a guide for u to improve

xoxo

cik Ct :)

me n me

it is been a while i did not update anything in this blog
lots of thing just happen
been buzy with works and study - kononnya la hahaha

anyway i'm doing master now in information management
just started , semester 1
but i tell u it really taking my life
lots of stuff need to be done

everything seems out of control
works, assignment, class, projects
really have to take deep breath

so latest about me
 just enjoy my life being "single"  - single hocayyyy
it doesn't mean being a single you have a miserable life - betul x?
learn a lot when there is nobody to help u out
current progress :-
i manage to control a machine which is named as CAR hahahha
dah pandai drive la wei  ("blaja drive kat KL hocayyy - ko ada")
ehhh lupa - i got a baby blue already ~~~~ mihmihmih~~~
tp aku dah calarkan kasi ada parut ckit

still working with ambank
staying in ampang - hari2 aku dengar siren ambulance n hadap jam

works mcm biasalah
loaded kat atas kepala x habis nak buat
but really enjoy it since gaining a lot things
been placed in the best ever team
dgn hero2 termacho in malaysia (abg zaini , TKN)
sometime aku terpaksa change from "heroin" tp "hero" bila deorg cuti

good bye

Need to say good by to ace,
i'll return to tuan asal dia.
Kind a sad. Tp i hve to sebab it was not mine.

I'm giving my everything now,
Which is to let go everything
not goin to live in the past
everthing need a new begining
new start
so that it will end up with new ending

even it was hard but not mean it was imposible.

Be strong be tough
ct:-)

Weeding invi

end of year

the invitation card to attend weeing berlambak

nizam, kak az, yani, zeno

dah la semua dekat perak

kopak aku mcm ni.

but really having fun

nak2 pulak attend weeding masa

perut tgh lapar

perggghhhhh semua rasa sedap jer

bila napak deorg in a good dress

in a smiling face

really glad dapat tgk semua itu

wishing semua kekal bahagia

thinking of tht

bila pulak my turn

jus pray jer lah

semoga dipercepatkan, dipermudahkan dan dipertemukan

dengan orang yang baik2

amin......

xoxo

ct :)

Kosong

this is the difficult time for me
masa ni la suma masalah nak datang bertimpa
my career, my relationship, my family
entah la, try nak positif
tapi one after another
how can i take it?

aku skag tgh cari keje baru,
hoping good news from ambank as programmer analyst
tp till now, still x dapat apa2 jawapan
and still considering axchaging asia as software tester

i could make my mind,
either nak tolak or nak ambik.
tiap2 malam buat solat istiharah
semoga dapat petunjuk darinya

aku n mr u-the plak
my family x suka dia
so we are really have difficult time skg
he seem doesn't want to let it go
tp aku sebaliknya
aku dah letih
everyone say NO to him,
tell me mcm mana nak aku bertahan lagi

setiap kali dengar suara dia,
aku jadi capat marah,
sedih, sakit hati, sebak

and bila dah abis ckp
sure drop tears
it is hurting me
u'r hurting me so so much
plz let me out of here


saya x nak drag u into my problem
it is better u sakit sekarang
dari u kene lebih terok in the future
i'm sorry
saya dah x kuat nak hadapi semua ini.
plz let me go
learn how to forget me

my family,
my sis dah nak divorce,
her husband buat perangai,
my mom n my dad dah x bersama,
it seem it is not a good year for me.
poor me kan?

p/s : ya alllah tabahkan lah hatiku utk hadapi semua ini, redhokan lah hati aku. tunjukkan lah aku jalan yang terbaik utk aku.

may peace be upon all of you....

xoxo
cik ct

kosong

sharing is caring

normally i juz wrote bout my self jer kan
but now i tent to talk about something tht i can share
tp amende yer

now aku interested
on vlogger
there a few vlogger yg become my fav

1. maria elena - she is fabulous
ada point la every vedio yg dia post
lov the content
the most funnies video ever --> click this Pre Menstrual Syndrome
yt acc name dia shortnap
this is her blog http://www.peliks.blogspot.com/

2. inianuarhadi
mmg lawak la mamat ni...pandai dia buat video
you can check on this link http://www.youtube.com/user/IniAnwarHadi
video paling aku suka this one citarasa
ni blog dia http://inianwarhadi.com/


macam dok promote deorang la plak

both of them ada gaya tersendiri...
juz check them out...
n i think u gone like them


xoxo:-
cik ct

fell empty

sometime fell so empty sgt2 dlm hidup ni
bila lihat org lain happy
fell so damn jealous nak happy mcm deorg gak


having a nice family
having a vacation dengan family
take a snap with a family
freaking damn want to have it


every day aku wajib tg fb
so keep reading the friends status
n tgk picture
hermmm
wish i can have it too


bila deorg dok citer pasal fam
plz shut your mouth
coz i don't want to hear
it hurt me, it make me so damn jealous

me is bit wild compare to my sis
keep doin the nonsense thing
juz because
i want to forget it


me is grow up
all alone n so many hardiness moment
all of those thing
buat aku
berdendam and keras hati

wish someone can change me
change me to be a better person
who have a deep love inside
who have a care for others



p/s: wht should really i do
cik ct reality is u r cruel, heartless person

xoxo:-
cik ct

mengF1 kan sistem yg mcm siupuuttt sedut

last few days sistem ekk kene hold
sebab hang tgh jalan
mau x nyer..
data dekat 2 juta kut

klo suh korang cari data dlm 2 juta
agak2 bapa lama
bleh jumpa agagaggaga

tht why la guna tech
aduhhhhh
per la kan?

so deorg dok complain
aku dah x der idea
buat paging yg baru
dgn kerasnya memikanya

buatnyer buat
hang tgh jalan
mintak tlh pak mukmin

hu3
he made it
p ada cacat g
sebab ada yg x cun g

pagi2 dah mencapap kat bilik server
yg sejuk tahap gaban
dekat sejam dok test
lebih pada 5 saat


aduhh aku dah pening pala
last2 tuka file
aikkk...laju la plak???
ko mmg cari pasal betul la


pas dah godek2 ckit
ok la performance dia
then turun bawah

test kat pc aku
ok jer laju
cantek lah

g la test dekat user
aduhhh
masalah2
hawat la ko slow
mcm siput
siput pon lagi laju dari ko la

hermmm
last2 tanya bos
mr bos: "clearkan catches setiap pc "
oooo clearkan catches upernya

experiment pertama kat pc kak raja
pas dah delete cookies n bla... bende yg lain
aku pon test la

yebedabedooooooo
dalam range 4-6 saat
pas 2 dah lapo tahap gaban

aku pon g mencekik dlu jap
pas mencekik
g solat
pas 2 start la operasi mengclearkan catches kat user lain

hangit betul
upernya bende 2 yg salah satu ngokngek
yg slowkan sistem

p/s: sila clearkan catches anda jika mengalami kelembapan
apa ker bongek ko ct "nak clear catches pon x tau ka "



xoxo:-
cik ct

list projek yg aku terlibat

1. e-kawalan kredit
- MARA punyer
- language asp vb.net
-database MsSql

2. dearcoupon
- iconbloom
(company aku n bakal jd milik telekom malaysia)
-language php
-database mysql

3. pentaksiran
-MOE (daftar peperiksaan)
-language java hibernate
- database oracle

4. frepos
- Bomba
-language coldfusion
-database mysql

5. vitria + hardware intergration (bakal)
-MARA
-language asp vb.net + reporting software (vitria)
-database ms sql


pheeeuwwww
penat aku

xoxo:-
cik ct

p/s: keje rajin2
cik ct: ko pon keje rajin2 gak cik ct

The bad side of me

last post was bored rite
wording jer
harap anda faham sebab saya mengupdate
post dekat MARA

MARA yg ngok ngek
block google image
so aku pon kemalasan nak
cari source lain untuk letak pic

ok berbalik pada topic kat atas
yes, i do have perangai yg terok
i do accept

google image

klo everything ok
i can smile all day
sampai org ckp
"ct ni happy jer- gelak jer"

google image


but u don't dare to test me OK
when get angry
sume org kene

google image


antara pantang larang aku adalah:-

1. i don't like people to bossy aku x kene tempat

google image
2.ko jgn nak tgr aku, klo ko sendiri pon x betul

google image
3.don't repeat the same thing.(don't treat me like a stupid bastard OK)
4. don't spoiled my morning with annoying voice
(aku baru je nak mula hidup dah dengar bebel yang tah paper
--> even itu bkn ditujukan pada aku.Pantang tok nenek)
hal kecik pon nak bising-annoying la wei

google image
5. aku suka memberontak
6.aku x kan ckp klo tgh marah
7.muka mmg x leh blah la klo ngh begang- muncung bleh sangkut hanger

ok sekian perangai2 busuk aku

xoxo:-
cik ct

ps:- cuba atasi masalah ini yer
n plz don't cross the boundary OK!
or u'r dead

Gile-gilew keje

last 2 week
break my record
aku kene tolong geng RA
untuk MOE nyer sistem
yang dinamakan "pentaksiran"

sistem ni buat untuk daftar peperiksaan
ye betul
kepada adek2 nak ambik exam
system 2 aku ada buat OK

so fiza mengelarkan kiteorg as
"Pemudi harapan bangsa"
n sometime mcm x percaya
i'm doin it

last 2 week
only one word can describe it
chaos or hectic
pilih jer mana korang suka
mana x, balik keje 10.pm dari mid
sampai dah kat kul 11.30pm
plg lewat balik pukul 1.++am

tp masa kul 1.++am
mr bos a.k.a j bos la jadi driver
gagagaggaag
n if we us lucky
siap dihantar n dijemput lagi
"syok kan?"-->best part
n then bad part plak -->keje mcm nak mati la

this week aku dok bertungkus lumus
siapkan format surat untuk ekk MARA
godek nyer godek
dapat gak cara nak save n call html
siap pakai editor untuk menyenagkan
keje bongek aku ni

so hari ni baru la ada masa nak update blog
sebab aku kat MARA
hahaah
cni ada masa nak buat aktiviti haram ni

ok for d time being
4 projek running dekat icon bloom
sumer ada sentuhan aku :D
bunyi mcm hebat jer kan
"see the leg la huh"
tp kenytaannya
tp x der 1 habuk pon yg aku develop dari awl :'(
"programming use brain, kaki nak buat apa?jalan g site bleh la kak"

this month
1 projek lagi akan up
MARA call agent integrade dengan hardware
aku dah naik wisau ni
"3 org yg kan involve untuk projek ni"
katanya mr bos la

calon2 nya adalah
siti, asmah n sorang lagi siti asmah
so formulanya adalah
siti+asmah= siti asmah
"woooo best2 ramai kan? blupppp3"
wee exitednya (buat muka)


cik ude dah bapa kali majuk
dah ni
sebab tepon x bertuan
dalam within 2 week ni


xoxo:-
cik ct :)

p/s : pesan cik ude--> keje,keje gak tp kene rehat la
dengar 2 korang keje,keje gak, rehat 2 penting...ngheeee~~~~

otak seminit

Ayat ni slalu my sis pakai utk perli aku
aku slalu decide last minit
n tukar pikiran saat2 akhir


kali picture dari ggogle source x leh nak letak
sebab dok kat MARA
deorg block la plak
so busan la entry kali ni


kali ni aku juz decide nak balik kmpg
hari ni baru decide
n call terus cik ude


hari ni pon ribut gak kat MARA
actually we have meeting n
deorg dok x puas hati
dalam 1 department 2..


aku pon tersepit kat tgh2
skg ni aku dok menapak kat MARA
selepas kene tinggal dgn bos lps meeting td


aduhh geram jer
kene singgah lak
bajet nak balik awl dah hari
tp hancur luluh harapan


ps: jgn gaduh2 yer....ambik perananan sumer org, sume akan satle nanti
kali ni kene tinggal g, pe kene tinggal lps meeting

xoxo:-
cik ct

aktiviti curi tulang

even keje tgh bayak
3 projek nak kene handle
nampak mcm bz jer kan?


tp ada gak aktiviti haram yang sempat dibuat
1.facebook la itu mmg wajib (balas2 status agagaaga)

source

2.ni la dok buat entry kat blog

source

3.baca blog, antara blog slalu aku baca aien n susu

source

ok klo masa ABC, dpt period pain
x kira kul bapa pon
akan masuk bilik kak seha tdo kat bawah meje dia
itu mmg tempat aku n fiza tdo tiap2 mlm he3
aku tdo office la

p/s : jangan sekali-kali contohi perangai busuk ni

xoxo:-
cik ct

perangai kat office

location jalan setiawangsa iconbloom sdn bhd
ahli2
bos:
cik jijan

ahli2 full time-sampai office dah jd rumah:
en amin
opppa
pak mukmin
cik ja
cik ct
suha yg bakal resign
naam

ahli2 chipmore
cik rashie
kwn cik rashie(nama apa entah)
kak seha
kak ina


ok kiter start ngn mr.bos. dia punye habit
main city ville
pas 2 masak blah petang kat office
nanti ada la "CT g giant"then disertakan dengan list2 baang atas ketas memo hijau
x mo la kutuk lebih2 he3

cik amin
mmg dedicated giler
24 jam klo bleh nak buat keje
tdo pon kat kerusi

oppa
dia punya penarangai klo jalan2 kat partion depan mesti dia panggil nama slah 1 dari kiteorg
contohnya "cccctttttttt"
aku senyum jer lah

pakmukmin
suka main game plan vs zombei
"ayat dia- ni mls nak main- klo main mesti menang"

cik ja
suka ambik bantal n kelengkapan tdo awal2
pas 2 tgk citer se[aruh jalan-sebab download x habis or file corrupt

cik ct a.k.a aku la 2
masih menyesuaikan diri- bajet la buat perangai la 2
padahal byk onar jugak telah dicipta
klo aku tgh x de mood aku diam jer
muncung bleh sangku hanger

suha
dia suke gayut n layan fb dia
klo dah dapat 2 bende ni sumer yg ln x jalan

naam
suke bebel klo office kotor
sampai aku ckp "naam diam saya tansion ni"

sekarang penghuni chipmore(mean kejap ada kejap tarak)

cik rashie
suha perli naam angkat berat
pas 2 klo pg2 sampai tgk sumer org terbongkang
"oooo masih bertafakur"

kawan cik rashie(no comment sebab dia x byk ckp)

kak seha
suka pansang aircond sampai 16celcius
sejuk giler klo nak masuk tumpang solat
gigil2

kak ina
x tau sgt gak - dia baik x der perangai


cik jijan clan
(bos,cik ja, suha n pakmukmin)
deorg ni suka ckp "ooo yeke"
masing2 ada irama masing2

cik amin clan
(cik amin,aku, oppa)
suka panggil nama


hu3 ni lah perangai dak2 office aku


p/s: permerhatian adalah salah satu cara pembelajaran
aku blaja ker?? hahaha

xoxo:-
cik ct