Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Words of the Day

don't give hope to somebody
else u r very sure
u can do it
dan ditambah dengan keizinan darinya

think before you say
else u it will hurt somebody
even u don't meant it

try your best
to be the best

I love my Blog


Sunday, April 14, 2013


hearth something is undefined
only know is just yourself
what is actually yourself like hate love

when comes to something involving hearth
hard to let it go
event your mouth saying no or u r done
but your hearth still keep it in
keeping it so hard
hurting so deep inside

orang ckp
"what goes around 
will comes around"
"life is a karma"

ya allah 
berikan lah aku petunjuk 
untuk jalan yang terbaik


Monday, January 14, 2013

i just want to say

muka nampak cool
dlm hati tuhan jer tahu

the grin sampai ketelinga
tp dugaan x terhingga

nampak teguh berdiri
tp menuggu hari

mulut kata pergi
hati kata please stay

so, life it doesn't like we see
it actually deep to be dig

let make make it cheer, make it luck
supaya hidup x der la gelap

chewahhhh dah tuka okei from cik ct

Friday, January 4, 2013

mY thOunGht

it is only my personel opinion 
and what i believe in way it is
some people may disagree with me

for me i'll put family first 
rather than my own felling
i'll let myself to be hurt
if that is the way i can protect them

love is not everything
it have to come out with other "things" 
to make it real
I’m a realistic person
everything need a reason

live isn't searching who u are
but it is creating/ develop  u,
who  r u gone will be
before i did do "searching who am i"
but looks like i did not manage to find who is she

people change
as your heart too
some day u will like what u hate
and u will hate what u like
"this is scared me" if i change in the negative way



Tuesday, January 1, 2013

oh My MaSTeRrrrrRRRRrrr

here i'm 
still stuck in front of may beloved lappy 
at 2.30am Hocayyyyyyy
doing my last, n the most miserable assignment 
for semester 1
need 2 more pages....
mana mau cari ni...apa mau goreng lagi...

esok nak keje ni
mata dah pedih
dah menguap x hengat
wish me good luck to finish it
 tp esok la yer
 semoga diberi kekuatan

p/s: aja-aja fighting
nite...bantal is whispering
"Mari la...i can comfort  you" 

CT :p

Monday, December 31, 2012

dedicate to people who is living around me

yeyeee it is a new a year

bye 2012
welcome 2013..hope it will a good starting for me

can hear all the fireworks
the kids still playing in the playground
everyone is celebrating.....

me? here i'm
stuck at home, updating my blog yg dah bersawang
it time to clean up
it gone take time nak take out all "sawang"
yang dah almost more than 4month x bersihkan....

so i decided to write  " a love letter" to 
the person who's living around me

to my mom:-
mamy sorry for being very "degil" daughter
but i love u so much..damn much
there is no other person yg saya respect, as i respect u

to my dad:-
dady...i love you...n i mean it...
we need a good starting...

to my sis:-
i know it gone be a hard year 4 you
but be strong ya... the 2 little monsters that alway troublesome me need you a lot
i know u can do n me always be there for u n your kids
to by boss:-
sorry boss becoz troublesome u a lot for the past year ago
no worry i'll do the same thing this year ....hahhahah

to my team lead:  a.k.a abg zaini:-
 sorry for not being a good student
but be patient dgn saya ok... trying my best
trying my hard

to my mentor a.k.a TKN:-
u r the best team mate i ever found
thanks for helping me, dgn gigihnya n sabarnya menjawab soalan2 ngeng saya
n i still remember awok penah high volume dgn saya....huhhh
don't give up ok for "Master"

to Kak tina:-
kak tina u inspaired me a lot
wish can be as strong as you
tabik spring dekat kak tina

to ain:-
thanks for being a good friends...
tukang verify emails
teman kan breakfirst
teman pergi pasar jumaat
thanks for the cakes ya.... sedap tau

to abg iwan:-
u teach me a lot
siap aja nak email lagi..hahaha
i still can remember

to suha:-
thanks 4 being my friend for almost 8 years
it since from diploma

to mimi/eida/farah/hanisah/cik ja/aisyah/echa/narma/yana:-
thanks 4 being a good friend
it mean a lot for me

to pakmukmin:-
thanks for teaching me untuk buat program
ko walaupon marah aku
slamat maju jaya for your MASTER

to me:-
people are changing, so as u
change to a better person
there is mistake u do, let it be a guide for u to improve

cik Ct :)

Saturday, December 29, 2012

me n me

it is been a while i did not update anything in this blog
lots of thing just happen
been buzy with works and study - kononnya la hahaha

anyway i'm doing master now in information management
just started , semester 1
but i tell u it really taking my life
lots of stuff need to be done

everything seems out of control
works, assignment, class, projects
really have to take deep breath

so latest about me
 just enjoy my life being "single"  - single hocayyyy
it doesn't mean being a single you have a miserable life - betul x?
learn a lot when there is nobody to help u out
current progress :-
i manage to control a machine which is named as CAR hahahha
dah pandai drive la wei  ("blaja drive kat KL hocayyy - ko ada")
ehhh lupa - i got a baby blue already ~~~~ mihmihmih~~~
tp aku dah calarkan kasi ada parut ckit

still working with ambank
staying in ampang - hari2 aku dengar siren ambulance n hadap jam

works mcm biasalah
loaded kat atas kepala x habis nak buat
but really enjoy it since gaining a lot things
been placed in the best ever team
dgn hero2 termacho in malaysia (abg zaini , TKN)
sometime aku terpaksa change from "heroin" tp "hero" bila deorg cuti