Kosong

this is the difficult time for me
masa ni la suma masalah nak datang bertimpa
my career, my relationship, my family
entah la, try nak positif
tapi one after another
how can i take it?

aku skag tgh cari keje baru,
hoping good news from ambank as programmer analyst
tp till now, still x dapat apa2 jawapan
and still considering axchaging asia as software tester

i could make my mind,
either nak tolak or nak ambik.
tiap2 malam buat solat istiharah
semoga dapat petunjuk darinya

aku n mr u-the plak
my family x suka dia
so we are really have difficult time skg
he seem doesn't want to let it go
tp aku sebaliknya
aku dah letih
everyone say NO to him,
tell me mcm mana nak aku bertahan lagi

setiap kali dengar suara dia,
aku jadi capat marah,
sedih, sakit hati, sebak

and bila dah abis ckp
sure drop tears
it is hurting me
u'r hurting me so so much
plz let me out of here


saya x nak drag u into my problem
it is better u sakit sekarang
dari u kene lebih terok in the future
i'm sorry
saya dah x kuat nak hadapi semua ini.
plz let me go
learn how to forget me

my family,
my sis dah nak divorce,
her husband buat perangai,
my mom n my dad dah x bersama,
it seem it is not a good year for me.
poor me kan?

p/s : ya alllah tabahkan lah hatiku utk hadapi semua ini, redhokan lah hati aku. tunjukkan lah aku jalan yang terbaik utk aku.

may peace be upon all of you....

xoxo
cik ct