Weeding invi

end of year

the invitation card to attend weeing berlambak

nizam, kak az, yani, zeno

dah la semua dekat perak

kopak aku mcm ni.

but really having fun

nak2 pulak attend weeding masa

perut tgh lapar

perggghhhhh semua rasa sedap jer

bila napak deorg in a good dress

in a smiling face

really glad dapat tgk semua itu

wishing semua kekal bahagia

thinking of tht

bila pulak my turn

jus pray jer lah

semoga dipercepatkan, dipermudahkan dan dipertemukan

dengan orang yang baik2

amin......

xoxo

ct :)

Kosong

this is the difficult time for me
masa ni la suma masalah nak datang bertimpa
my career, my relationship, my family
entah la, try nak positif
tapi one after another
how can i take it?

aku skag tgh cari keje baru,
hoping good news from ambank as programmer analyst
tp till now, still x dapat apa2 jawapan
and still considering axchaging asia as software tester

i could make my mind,
either nak tolak or nak ambik.
tiap2 malam buat solat istiharah
semoga dapat petunjuk darinya

aku n mr u-the plak
my family x suka dia
so we are really have difficult time skg
he seem doesn't want to let it go
tp aku sebaliknya
aku dah letih
everyone say NO to him,
tell me mcm mana nak aku bertahan lagi

setiap kali dengar suara dia,
aku jadi capat marah,
sedih, sakit hati, sebak

and bila dah abis ckp
sure drop tears
it is hurting me
u'r hurting me so so much
plz let me out of here


saya x nak drag u into my problem
it is better u sakit sekarang
dari u kene lebih terok in the future
i'm sorry
saya dah x kuat nak hadapi semua ini.
plz let me go
learn how to forget me

my family,
my sis dah nak divorce,
her husband buat perangai,
my mom n my dad dah x bersama,
it seem it is not a good year for me.
poor me kan?

p/s : ya alllah tabahkan lah hatiku utk hadapi semua ini, redhokan lah hati aku. tunjukkan lah aku jalan yang terbaik utk aku.

may peace be upon all of you....

xoxo
cik ct

kosong

sharing is caring

normally i juz wrote bout my self jer kan
but now i tent to talk about something tht i can share
tp amende yer

now aku interested
on vlogger
there a few vlogger yg become my fav

1. maria elena - she is fabulous
ada point la every vedio yg dia post
lov the content
the most funnies video ever --> click this Pre Menstrual Syndrome
yt acc name dia shortnap
this is her blog http://www.peliks.blogspot.com/

2. inianuarhadi
mmg lawak la mamat ni...pandai dia buat video
you can check on this link http://www.youtube.com/user/IniAnwarHadi
video paling aku suka this one citarasa
ni blog dia http://inianwarhadi.com/


macam dok promote deorang la plak

both of them ada gaya tersendiri...
juz check them out...
n i think u gone like them


xoxo:-
cik ct

fell empty

sometime fell so empty sgt2 dlm hidup ni
bila lihat org lain happy
fell so damn jealous nak happy mcm deorg gak


having a nice family
having a vacation dengan family
take a snap with a family
freaking damn want to have it


every day aku wajib tg fb
so keep reading the friends status
n tgk picture
hermmm
wish i can have it too


bila deorg dok citer pasal fam
plz shut your mouth
coz i don't want to hear
it hurt me, it make me so damn jealous

me is bit wild compare to my sis
keep doin the nonsense thing
juz because
i want to forget it


me is grow up
all alone n so many hardiness moment
all of those thing
buat aku
berdendam and keras hati

wish someone can change me
change me to be a better person
who have a deep love inside
who have a care for others



p/s: wht should really i do
cik ct reality is u r cruel, heartless person

xoxo:-
cik ct

mengF1 kan sistem yg mcm siupuuttt sedut

last few days sistem ekk kene hold
sebab hang tgh jalan
mau x nyer..
data dekat 2 juta kut

klo suh korang cari data dlm 2 juta
agak2 bapa lama
bleh jumpa agagaggaga

tht why la guna tech
aduhhhhh
per la kan?

so deorg dok complain
aku dah x der idea
buat paging yg baru
dgn kerasnya memikanya

buatnyer buat
hang tgh jalan
mintak tlh pak mukmin

hu3
he made it
p ada cacat g
sebab ada yg x cun g

pagi2 dah mencapap kat bilik server
yg sejuk tahap gaban
dekat sejam dok test
lebih pada 5 saat


aduhh aku dah pening pala
last2 tuka file
aikkk...laju la plak???
ko mmg cari pasal betul la


pas dah godek2 ckit
ok la performance dia
then turun bawah

test kat pc aku
ok jer laju
cantek lah

g la test dekat user
aduhhh
masalah2
hawat la ko slow
mcm siput
siput pon lagi laju dari ko la

hermmm
last2 tanya bos
mr bos: "clearkan catches setiap pc "
oooo clearkan catches upernya

experiment pertama kat pc kak raja
pas dah delete cookies n bla... bende yg lain
aku pon test la

yebedabedooooooo
dalam range 4-6 saat
pas 2 dah lapo tahap gaban

aku pon g mencekik dlu jap
pas mencekik
g solat
pas 2 start la operasi mengclearkan catches kat user lain

hangit betul
upernya bende 2 yg salah satu ngokngek
yg slowkan sistem

p/s: sila clearkan catches anda jika mengalami kelembapan
apa ker bongek ko ct "nak clear catches pon x tau ka "



xoxo:-
cik ct

list projek yg aku terlibat

1. e-kawalan kredit
- MARA punyer
- language asp vb.net
-database MsSql

2. dearcoupon
- iconbloom
(company aku n bakal jd milik telekom malaysia)
-language php
-database mysql

3. pentaksiran
-MOE (daftar peperiksaan)
-language java hibernate
- database oracle

4. frepos
- Bomba
-language coldfusion
-database mysql

5. vitria + hardware intergration (bakal)
-MARA
-language asp vb.net + reporting software (vitria)
-database ms sql


pheeeuwwww
penat aku

xoxo:-
cik ct

p/s: keje rajin2
cik ct: ko pon keje rajin2 gak cik ct