3rd days in SUK

yesterday still revise the way they code the system n i was ask to learn e-sewabeli...but the system is still under construction. they convert from stand alone to web page. keep asking sazlye about the code...he3...just a nice person, can explain well to every question.


love the environment of working so so much, they cooperate well...so as the intern (adi n hilmi). may b it is more suitable can work wit the guys...


yesterday try to do auto generate no rujukan in pro_projku.php yes i made it...tp ambik sql create by sazlye...he3..just give a little touch jer...


last night have a little fight wit my busukkk (pasal nak balik raya), keep trying finding a reason to bring him together. but at the end i have to take a bus... dah la tiket fare mahal (tiket balik =rm 27 an return rm 24)...


kak aimi help me to find those ticket, thanks kak aimi...today going to follow her bukak puasa kat Cheng Ho...


n now i'm happy being staying in this small town ipoh....
hope 2day can shine up my life, learn new things..gaining experience more n more...

xoxo
cik ct
:-)

1'st day with Zamrud

i've been hired in zamrud sdb bhd. nice to meet all the colleagues (adi,hilmi,azmi and sazly). kind da fund having chat with them.


in zamrud i'm the only girl, and rest of the staff is men. and i'm the first girlz been hired in zamrud...break the record.


hari ni study the way they code the e-Sewe. some can't understand
1. maxima_post('still don't get it????','file been use','form name')


hope i can perform well in zamrud. can contribute benefit to them... can't wait to study oracle...learn a new thing lagi...


i've been working in SUK now, cover the system here.this morning system down, Azmi fix it. alo rugi lak x g tgk tadi mcm mana dia buat...


all of them just left SUK, balik office in silibin. n again i'm all alone here again.

i think i should be ok here. but i term of career growth i don't have any answer for that.

xoxo
cik ct
mood :-)

Last day in ebusinessoft

13hb august 2010....last day working in ebusinessoft pandan jaya...this is the time that i'm waiting 4. actually this is my 1'st officially job after graduate from UiTM, tapi rase macam x sesuai nak keje cni, lots of preasure keep coming..and + with the unhealthy environment...


lega sangat dapat bertahan sampai ke 13hb... i though juz want to resign without any official latter(ingat aku nak cabut jer), but thanks to allah (give me the strength).

ramai yang me advice tuk stay till 30days notice..thanks yaaa...


and today plan is, after working hour, will heading to shah alam see budak2 ni kat saner...and mr u-the fetch me from office, hati2 drive dear. and after see them, we'll shift all my stuff to the car..nak move to ipoh lak..don't know nak gerak biler, either after sahur or after shift barang2..all depand to mr u-the, but i think better move after sahur, b4 that can rest dlu...


with a better environment hoping that can snap byk2 picture, after this my post akan dipenuhi dengan picture la plak, penat dah nak wording, sakit mata pun ada tgk blog aku ni, penuh dengan words jer.

so hope after this will be get a better environment.

dah rindu padang sgt2 ni..love to grass smell likes..


so wish me best of luck with 2'nd job ...hope everything will be back to normal

xoxo
love
ct :-)

2nd last day

arggg hari ni pagi2 dah sakit perut...still dalam process adaption dgn puasa..
smalam bukak puasa dengan bihun sup jer n dah kul 11mlm jadi hantu dapur cari makanan..:D
pagi tdo pengsan...x terjaga sendiri untuk sahur, sib baik kak nana kejutkan thanks kak nana <3 love u....

then pas sahur and solat subuh nak tdo balik, p perut meragam, x leh nak tdo...ergggg sakitnye perutku....
and aku mcm biasa la counting the day nak habiskan notice 30 hari untuk resign...x per2 esok jer 1 hari lagi..sabo yer..tomorrow u will b free n your lovely one .....suke3. hope hari ni x banyak problem sangat..problem smalam sumer dah ok but 10.08.10 delay banyak...sib baik aku keje sampai esok jer...he3

kak watie x sampai2 lagi...slalu mcm 2...geram pun ader..tp x per ct esok jer last ko ngadap office ni, then pas ni, ko keje la ngn cik nuar plak...think gone love it nanti...all the best for me to work in ipoh...yebaba..

esok aku dah last day in pandan jaya (ebusinessoft)pas ni dah x payah nak mengadap jam mcm per kat depan 2...hope semua berjalan dengan lancar...

hari ni pasar malam kat blakang rumah, nak beli per eak? sahur terakhir ngan kak nana pagi esok jer...then after that pindah to ipoh lak...suke nye hati kuuuuuu :D

Berikanlah aku kekuatan

3hari lagi sebelum resign. aku x tau la, may b time last2 mcm ni yang rasa lama, keep counting the day, hari2 tgk jam jer...hope i will end as soon as possible. tommorow dah khamis...alhamdulillah..n nak tunggu jumaat jer, the friday nite nak nak move ke ipoh.

hari ni 11 august 2010 bersamaan 1 ramadan (1st day puasa untuk this year). hope aku dapat saba dengan segala cubaan pada hari ni and hari seterusnya. kak watie dah kul 9.45am pon x sampai2 lagi office..sakit hati gak rasernyer.

aku tahu la aku byk menyusahkan dia, tp tinggal braper hari jer lagi...lepas ni u will not see me kat office ni dah. aku pon dah x larat nak mengadap office ni...sume aku buat terpaksa jer...semata-mata nak habiskan notice 30hari.

ya allah aku pohon padamu, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk habiskan 3 hari lagi kerja kat cni. berikanlah aku kekuatan....amin3 yarabalalamin

hari ni aku jaga office sorang-sorang...

10 august 2010...keep counting the day nak habiskan this week. this week gone be the last week aku kat ebusinessoft, enough is enough aku dah x tahan dah, ni pon kuatkan semangat nak datang office, aku dah x larat nak mengadap jam, asap, bau sampah and sumer bender kat KL ni.
i just want a peaceful life jer, x kesah klo gaji cukup-cukup makan jer...

today just saw ammar in fb, dia baru balik dari PLKN kem for 1 week. hope he is doin ok there, dah la nak puasa ni..kesian betul...aisyah pon samer baru balik dari kem PLKN..hope u doin great to...berkhidmat untuk negara.

aku kuatkan semangat nak tepoh hari-hari untuk minggu ni, dah x sabar nak tunggu friday, mr u-the datang that day, he fetch me from office then we'll head to shah alam to get my kebaya yang tertinggal kat saner. aidil ader dekat ole2, hope can see him too nanti, klo der kesempatan la...

ya allah kuatkanlah semangat aku nak lalui ujian mu, kuatkan lah hatiku untuk atasi semua masalah, tunjukan lah aku ke jalan yang benar, ke jalan sepatutnya aku berada. permudahkan lah segala urusan aku, segala pekerjaan aku. jadikan lah aku hamba yang bersyukur dengan segala nikmat mu, rezeki yang engkau limpahkan kepada aku...amin...

so today kak watie x der g ampang training, farizal pon x der(dia ader exam). so aku akan jaga support sorang-sorang. hope hari ni x der call masuk sangat n chatboard x der sangat n problem dapat solute (amin).

aku rase aku x sesuai untuk kerja kat cni, aku x suka dengan environment office, the coll, the bos.. sumer jadi x sempat, lunch kadang-kadang x sempat, sembahyang kene pandai ejas masa, jam lagi, n skang dah nak puasa(aku x sangup nak bukak puasa dalam bus). satu hal lagi slalu gak la balik lambat, dah la kat depan 2 gelap.... klo in ipoh ader gak aku nak mintak tolong klo emergency. but in KL i've no one to help me....

may be rezeki aku bukan kat cni, tuhan dah tunjuk kan aku yg tempat ni x sesuai untuk aku. aku terima rezeki yang dia bagi untuk aku alhamdulilah( itu yang mampu aku ucap sekarang). so after this akan kerja kat ipoh, kerja dengan Cik Nuar, hope everything akan back to normal.....

doakan kesejateraan aku, semoga aku dimurakan rezeki, dah hidup diberkati,amin....

love ,
ct :)

siapa aku???

good question 4 me. who is me actually? everybody call me ct, but klo cikgu or lecturer call me asmah(sounds wierd kan?). aku ni jenis pendiam klo dengan orang yang x kenal. but if i know them better...paler otak bleh giler gak... aku ni Chinese+malay blood (but nothing to be proud of that, org ckp mix ni pandain cun, tp aku xder lah superb pon mcm mix yg lain...). aku ni tembam, pendek, tp org ckp cute la....aku pon x tahu la cute tang maner? :D

aku ni nampak jenis manja, tp klo depan2 nampak cool jer, biler ngn org yg close sensetif. pantang kene usik mula la berkaca, he3. aku putih la...anak cina biasa la, mata sepet, klo free hair x der saper cam pon aku malay... aku ni jenis on off gak....tudung kadang2 ader kadang2 x lekat kat paler.

aku ader degree, tp keje hampeh g...blajo jer tinggi...aku suker berkawan, suke hang out, suke g shoping, tapi jarang beli... aku jenis simple wearing...kasut flat x leh pakai hill(kejap jer pakai dah kene tukar flat :D), pakai jean, tshirt rambut sangul or ikat (rimas la klo lepaskan rambut). gigi depan aku der lohong(make me different from other).

aku suke makan, aku suka bau rumput pas potong, suke outdoor. aku ni jenis yang kene tunjuk satu persatu...klo x alamatnyer hancur la keje 2...kene guide satu2 sampai kau pandai, pas 2 baru leh buat.

aku ader lesen tp penakut nak drive...he3. aku suke tgk tv, especially tgk anime...sumer kawan yang dapat sumer jenis bkn kaki hantu(sume baik2)...aku ni jenis suke main2 gak. tp jenis ikut arahan ckit...penakut nak langgar peraturan(minah skema la ckit).

aku ni jenis mengelabah ckit...when deliver msg kadang2 x sampai msg nyer..x reti nak explaint. aku ni jenis melawan, klo lagi dilarang lagi aku buat...degil kepala batu, kepala angin sume aku la 2.

tapi hati baik tau, klo org x wat dajal ngn aku, aku x der la wat dajal...tp klo dah terkene sekali, aku ingat sampai biler2 (pendendam). yang paling penting aku ni jenis innocent ckit :D

9th august 2010

just 5 days to go...after this i'll b move to ipoh, i already send the resign letter to ebusinessoft. After this will be work with Encik Nuar (Old bos). Hope everything will be ok in ipoh. i just hate being stuck in KL...hate KL so so much..damn hate it especially near by pandan...it was hectic like anything, i just can't cope with the environment.

ipoh just a nice place to live.. everything there but not like crowded as KL. Somebody there to help me, my uncle, auntie, my special one, and a friends. Hope all my life will be back as normal as before, just desperately need my life back, want my green field back, my movie, my friends.

i just miss the smell of the grass after it was cut. miss the smell before raining, miss my small eye when me is smiling, miss my lough(miss all of them), miss my books, miss my assignment. i just need some simple life with modesty, normal friends, normal life...that simple thing i really need.

since shift to pandan i lost all of those things, it make me think dulu never appreciate all of that but now you'll b miss all those thing biler dah hilang. i just want my normal life back to me, just a simple life. that only thing i need now...hope i have the bless from HIM.

may god bless me,
ct :)