ku harapkan pelangi selepas hujan

lot of thing happen in 2011
even it still early of the year
baru bulan febuary


but i've go trough the hardest time ever
including family,relationship,career
banyak bende yg mess up in my mind
kadang2 bercelaru

my parent juz get divorce
made me sad
but i can aspect it from early
so i was not shock
when mamy told me bout that



now about my kekasih hati
mom doesn't like him
she been telling me
to break up


yesterday my kekasih hati
told me that his nerve was effected by bacteria
god i was worried like crazy
n he was trying to get a treatment
to cure the decease

my career
i'm was hired in iconbloom
as software engineer
it was hectic
n i'm in learning
process stage
(macam merangkak lagi)




i really need time
to get recover
so damn painful


live goes on
n i do believe there is a shine will come
" Tuhan hadirkan pelangi selepas hujan..
Tuhan tumbuhkan bunga selepas kontang, hanya dari benih hitam yang kusam..
lalu bila Dia sirami hujan,maka tersenyumlah alam.."

p/s: aku berharap semua dugaan ini menjadi kekuatan diri nanti,jgn saat sendu airmata mengaburkan kewarasan

xoxo
cik ct :P